My mind is so cluttered.
Cluttered with thoughts of money, work, friends, family, love. Sometimes I just want to shut my mind off for a little while.
What makes people think that they need love to be able to live, including myself. Im in love and its ruining everything. It ruins everything that i enjoy because all i can think about is this person.
Valentines day is coming up. stupid.
In the end I just want someone to take me for what I am. The good and the bad. Be there for me through the changes im trying to make in myself.
Im doing so well. Im so proud of myself. and yet i still sit at home everyday and im miserable.
On a happier note....evreything is pretty much amazing. I have great friends, a wonderful family, two jobs, my own house, a car. so whats my problem?
4 comments:
I thought you were calling me today. How do you feel?
i hate valentines day. i used to always get sick on it, like i'd come down with a bad cold or something lol
hang in there, i think you're the vampire teddybear's pajamas. i always seem to feel particularly crappy this time of year. nothing to do but stay inside. ugh.
i'll be in the shop tomorrow (sat) maybe i'll see you?
~ shannah ;)
Hey Chelsea howyadoin?
How about another post?
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