My mind is so cluttered.
Cluttered with thoughts of money, work, friends, family, love. Sometimes I just want to shut my mind off for a little while.
What makes people think that they need love to be able to live, including myself. Im in love and its ruining everything. It ruins everything that i enjoy because all i can think about is this person.
Valentines day is coming up. stupid.
In the end I just want someone to take me for what I am. The good and the bad. Be there for me through the changes im trying to make in myself.
Im doing so well. Im so proud of myself. and yet i still sit at home everyday and im miserable.
On a happier note....evreything is pretty much amazing. I have great friends, a wonderful family, two jobs, my own house, a car. so whats my problem?
